I am lost in my own little world
It started to happened many years ago
I looked up to you to help me
I told you I needed you
You just kept ignoring me
You always pushed me aside
You kept calling them "just friends"
My daddy moved out
You still wasn't happy
You needed someone else
Your friend hurt me
I went to the police
He threating to kill me
You believed him not me
That when i lost all trust
You saw him hurt me
You saw alot
Still you inorg it
You said hunny daddy left us this way
You turned me against my own father
The man i love most
I still remember that day
When i was 14
I went to see him
I hugged him and wouldn't let go
From the distance i heard a whisper
Times running close
I cry ed and they promised me i could visit again
The car ride home i stayed on the floor
Cry ed and cry ed
I saw you smiling in the mirror
I just wanted my daddy
Two years went by
I missed him everyday
The stories you told me
Hurt me in alot of ways
I saw him again
Was this my daddy?
What happened over there years?
My daddy was angry
He didn't love me anymore
Is this the same person
Hes totally different
I got timed visits
Was this my daddy?
He was hurting me
I kept it a secret
I didn't want to loose him
So many people involved
Edvenally the truth came out
No hes gone
I don't understand
He left me here to fight this alone
Without words Without tears
He never said goodbye
He never said he loved me
Most of all he left me with no one
Now i sit here
Cut up and crying
I'm in to alot of things i cant mention
If my dad was here maybe he would understand
How much i need him
He was always the person to make me feel better
He would hold me and say daddy's here it will be OK
To hear those words
I know i might never see him again
I think that what hurts the most
When he dies
I will kill myself
I don't want to be in the world without him
I don't care if he doenst love me the same
