In this house
We cant mention his name
She asks me to talk
But yet my daddy's name is so hard to say
I want to say how i miss him
How scenes he left nothing has been the same
In this house we cant mention his name
In this house we cant cry
Crying means your too weak
When you cry your holding back
Crying means you have something you want to loose
In this house we don't cry
In this house i am invisible
I pretend things don't bother me
I act like everything OK
I don't talk much
I'm just not sure whats right to say
If I'm invisible no know will give me attention
I just keep getting pushed aside
In this house i am invisible
In this house i lie
I play pretend
If I'm going out with friends
No one need to know what I'm about to do
I lie when i feel like I'm getting to close to the family
I lie when things r hurting me
I lie cuz its the easy way out
I lie cuz i don't want the truth to start fights
In this house i just lie
In this house i don't listen
Theres nothing but screaming
I get blamed for things i cant explain
I don't trust anyone
Its like there all against me
In this house i don't listen
In this house i found.....
I am alone i know what will help me
No one wants to listen
I try to talk I get pushed aside
Cutting is the only thing i have
People keep coming and going
I cant say how much i miss my daddy
I can only visit him in my dream
I hear his voice inside these walls
I see his face
Suddenly i don't feel so alone
