As the candles on the candle tree
start to
flicker & fade
so do I
I'm a candle who doesn't
have much longer and
can't wait to the
end of it all!
I'm fading, wishing,
waiting for the end to come to
faster & faster
if you want me to grow strong again
you'd better hurry before the darkness
envelops me
But,
I want the darkness to
take me
Or for
Someone to
Save me
because its so...hard to live
My life alone
I hate living it's a
pain in the...
heart(?)
By the grace of god
I want the darkness to
take my away from it all!
because I HATE life SO MUCH!!!
& and
when I'm gone
by the grace of god
bury me
but then again
MAYBE you should
JUST BURY ME now
because I'm near the
end of my life
anyway
I would be so much happier
if you did
Suicide is
looking less and less painful,
knifes look sharper, bridges taller,
guns looking Less and Less dangerous!
I look at my childhood and think
who the heck is that?
Every time my mom
hugs me and says she loves my heart
feels empty, hollow, and broken
but when one of my
friends
at school hugs me
my heart goes all warm and fuzzy
especially when
It one of my friends that
I really like
When I hug my
best friends it's a
mix mainly though
I do feel warmer fuzzy
but there is some of that
empty/hollow/broken feeling
inside my heart.
