Life is so unfair at this rate,
I will never succeed
I won't be surprised if
I go and
Jump off a bridge just to
end it all.
Just stab a knife
into my heart
it will just hurt
a little bit more.
But when it starts to
slowly twist,
thats when it really starts to hurt
just a little bit more.
Every time they say
They love me I can
Never really believe them.
When they say they love me.
Life is so unfair,
I will never succeed.
I won't be surprised if I go and
Jump off a bridge just to end
It all.
Just stab a knife
In my heart it'll just
Hurt a little bit more,
A little bit more
But when it starts to
Slowly twist thats when it
Starts to hurt just a little bit more,
Just a little bit more.
I'm turning into something
Like a monster animal of
All monster animals.
Now I can tell a lie without
Having to blink an eye.
I want to drink just to get
rid of the pain for awhile
just for a little bit I would like to
erase the pain & memories just for awhile.
I feel like I'm a cupid because
everyone around me is
falling in
love with someone or
hooking up with the one they love.
and all I can do is wish I could
have the one I love with all my heart
but they we all have
happy love lives unlike
me a beast whose
fallen in love
with an angel
& a long time ago
someone or something stabbed a
knife into my heart
but that was when I was still
young & innocent
but now so unbearable that every once in awhile
someone or something twists it a
little bit more and
it's happening more &
more as time goes by.