Sights Of Suicide

"ill be back"
I'm being stubborn
i have a plan
inside my mind
during the night
inside an alley
wrist hits the knife
i swear to god
end of this life

should i have screamed
let loose the tears
with a "don't go?
i love you dear"
where is she going
her mood has changed
will she come back
if she comes back
will she be the same

I'm bleeding
dying
lying here
crying my dear
I cannot escape
I am gone
but my friend
will you sing the same song
for me now?

the song has died
inside my heart
I feel there's nothing
But the pain we have part
i could have saved you
now i cant do anything
i couldn't say those
1000 words