Not ever again

Every action has its consequences
whether its bad or its good
whether its me losing my job
or spending time with you

everything happens for a reason
i understand that very well
good things can take you to heaven
and bad things can take you to hell

all along my lifetime
i had made many mistakes
i wish i could fix those problems
i wish i could simply rewind the tape

I'll be more realistic
and I'll tell you what i want to do
i want to fix those problems
so i could finally be with you

it wasn't me, it was all my problems
that ruined our chances of being together
if i could only get a chance with you
i would try to hold you forever

but days pass by
and life goes on
i wont be here any longer
and i will soon be far away and gone

soon I'll be moving out
moving out far away
i just wanna be close to you
for now and every day

after going through many discussions
i was told that i could stay
but i didn't know if you still like me
and thats why I'm now afraid

in fact you didn't
you didn't want to be with me
that hurt my heart so much i cried
you hurt me bad, you see?

i did all i could for you
cause like you there is no other
but when i found out that you didn't love me anymore
i thought ''why even bother?''

now we no longer love each other
this love between us has come to an end
this love will never revive
not now, not ever again