Gags herself ((with lies))

Too many emotions,
floating through this space,
Refuses to fall down.
Refuses to lose face.

She gags herself with lies,
silence emenating from the dark.
Paranoia overtakes her,
fearful of light's tiniest spark.

Reality is irrelevant.
Doesn't matter, not to her.
Little monster in her darkness,
eating her alive for sure.

Doesn't bother to scream out,
bloody lips don't make a sound.
Kills herself with silence,
in the fretful ocean she drowns.