I need you, but I have to let this go.
It's killing me inside,
But you will never know.
Because I will never say these words.
Even though it's nothing but the truth.
But I have never been enough,
And I will never be right for you.
All I've ever wanted,
Was for you to want me back.
I wish you'd want to love me,
But you don't,
And I feel trapped.
I love it when you'd squeeze
My hand,first thing when I'd wake up.
Now I'll be without your touch,
And there goes my good luck.
I'm sorry how this ended,
But I need you to let go.
If me pushing you out of my life,
Is what I need to do.
Then if you loved me,
You'd really know,
That the hardest thing I've done this year,
Is Push you away,
And knowing you won't be here
Times when I am in need.