The guy I'm getting over
was never really mine
he acted like i was his everything
then tore me down like i was nothing
why would he do this if he told me those 3 little words?
what reason does he hold to put me through this agony?
what did i do other than love him?
i didn't ask for the world
just his hugs and kisses
if he wanted it fast or slow i would give it so
if he wanted to feel and be curious
i would agree to it
he never showed me in public
never held my hand
never offered a kiss...
told the world we were just friends...
only when he knew i was alone
he offer his invitation
and there i was being stupid enough to
accept it
i prayed for a miracle
some light at the end of the road
but all i got was a slap to the face
and a warning for me to go
.........
i didn't talk to him
i never pass by him
I've haven't seen the inside of his house in a while now
or felt the soft touch of his sheets
i never said "I'm sorry"
or say "what did i do"
i decided to leave it at that
2 see what he would do
next thing you know.....
i find out....
he's suffering too
he hates the way he's treated me
the way he acted around me
he misses me at his side
and wants me with him at all times
i laugh out loud to cause a scene
then throw my hand back and let it feel his sweet chin
he looks at me with tears in his eyes
never expecting such an action
i look at him as he cries
and i don't see the god
or the man i once adored
all i see is a little boy trying so hard
to be someone else
i tell him to stay away
to never speak to me again
i tell him
never look at me
never dream of me
never ask for me
and never hope to see me again....
i know i still want him
but i know very well that this want
can never be consider love....
