He doesn't realize the pain i suffer with each of his words
stabbing at me not realizing how mush it hurts
I do the best i can not to show any signs of weakness
trying not to show him how much i need him
I'll put on a face pretend it doesn't matter
but with each tear i hold back
my heart screams louder and louder
he doesn't know how much he meant to me
he'll never know the way way my heart smiled
each time that he said he loved me
If only i could have told him how i felt
maybe he'd still be here with me
maybe I'd still be walking around
thinking about him and wondering if he was thinking about me
