Love's confusing

I can fake a smile
when things get hard
and others become weak
it's easy with my guard

my guard is up now
with my bright smile
like a brick wall
but really my wall is tile

the problem with tile is
tile can easily be broken
so easy by you when
your words are spoken

you speak velvet words
so soft and kind
yet strong melting mt apart
and your actions blowing my mind

when my minds blown
so am i, making me worn
falling happily
making every choice torn

every choice from you
if my life like an open door
as much as i want to hide it
you're what I'm living for