Going places i shouldn't be
taking my mind off of you
what are my choices
i have nothing else left
where to go with my memories
to get rid of them
brings sorrow to me
making me wish you were here
darkness in my mind
it's all in my soul
there is nothing else
nothing i can do
it's what i live
seeing your smile
i cry because I'm not the cause
cant make you happy anymore
was i really that worthless
to throw around & tear apart
your the cause of darkness
crawling into my cold heart
i become the fear in me
scared to let myself out
wanting to be alone now
cant be around anyone else
hurting myself quickly
killing myself slowly
darkness inside my heart
the part that is now shown
protecting & hurting me
controlling my life forever
have no say in anything
don't know where to go
i have to get away from you
becoming the animal of death
taking over this soul
just like it once has
possessive in every way
controlling the fate of life
death has no control
it fears me & wont take me
leaving me behind
alive & ready
to hurt you like you hurt me
get ready for the pain & darkness
of your entire life
