Baby you have no idea just how confused you have me
Tossing and turning staring at the ceiling every single night
Hoping that one day soon we'll be able to fix all of this
Praying that maybe one day we will finally reunite
The thought of you with her is killing me slowly inside
Don't know how much longer I can keep up this charade
Pretending that I'm perfectly fine with just being friends
Haven't you realized this is just another masquerade?
And you say you want to see how things go with her
I'm guessing last night meant more to me than it did to you
And we both know that she didn't deserve what we did to her
And I know that these emotions I'm feeling are strictly taboo
Each time I look into those startling baby blues of your's
Again I'm feeling my control and morals starting to sway
How can I love you more every second when there's no trust
You're unknowingly leaving my heart to tear and decay
And you say that things aren't going to last with her
But neither of us know if that is true despite what you say
And I can't keep waiting for you to fall for me more than her
Watching myself fall even further into confusion and disarray
Did you even realize how difficult it was for me to let you in
To finally give someone a chance and once again begin to trust
No, I don't think you did even after everything I told you about
And now it seems all I'm left with is fear, betrayal and disgust
We said that we'd always be friends no matter what happened
Only I don't think I'm strong enough to pretend that that is fine
Can't know me that well any longer. you haven't realized I'm faking
Watching with silent tears as our hearts quickly become untwined
Trying so hard to distance myself emotionally from you
Praying that I don't fall any deeper than I already have done
Needing to back away and try and sort out these emotions
For I'm beginning to think this is a battle that can not be won
