Crying In The Rain (561)

Crying In The Rain

The rain is pouring down
As I sit in at my AIMs tests
Math, oh great
Boredom by variety.

The rain continues to pour
As I struggle to find the answer
I don't feel very well,
Emotionally, physically, spiritually.

Thunder and lightning have joined
The ever growing din outside
I can't concentrate,
I have an urge to cry.

I just want to rip the paper to pieces
And throw it in the bin
And then throw my arms in the air
And run to join the rain.

My teacher will stand up to stop me
But I'll push her out of the way
I'll shove open the door with my shoulder
And run to join the rain.

I've got a headache from all this thinking
I really need a drink
The rain is so teasing, out there dancing softly
Without a need to think every thirty seconds.

I resist the urge to run out there
And dance until I fall
And cry until I faint
And sing with all my heart.

I resist the urge to tear up my AIMs test
Even though I'm doing bad at it anyway
I resist the urge to cry
Because i forgot to cry last night.

The rain is pouring down angrily
My heart is beating so hard
My head is pounding with the effort to remain focused
I'm running my fingers through my hair.

A voice rings through my confused mind
Thank god,
There's only five minutes to go
And I have survived...
For now.

~I don't know. Random. Written after the stupid AIMs test~

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