Purposely Left Unfinished (562)

Purposely Left Unfinished

Everytime I see you
My heart leaps up so high,
Everytime you look at me
My pulse begins to race,
Everytime you smile
I seem to have trouble
Breathing.

And you know how I feel
You just don't want to know
So you ignore me forever
You don't try to know me
At all
And it hurts.

Everytime I see the wind
Race through your hair,
I wonder why you don't even try
To know me, to understand
What makes me tick,
Please...

It hurts so much to be alone
Yet you always seem to be so,
Even if you're surrounded by friends
Having a good time,
Hoping,
It will never end.

You're always on my mind,
Trust me,
I never stop thinking about you
If only... if only...
If only you knew...

You're easiness in life makes me
Wonder,
When you turn away I want to cry,
I know that I could die and die and die
Each time...

When I get my friends to talk to you,
I think it will work out,
But you leave me broken inside
And crying outside
And always wondering why...

Why do you treat me like...
Like I am nothing more then...
Nothing more then a foot rest
Or something you can lean on
Or a mat you wipe your feet on...

Not even that,
It's like you don't even see me
Ir realize that I exist
Or that I live
And that just tears me
Apart...

Because you don't understand
And you never ever will
I really do love you
But you'll never even understand that
Because...

Because, maybe I'm not your one and only
And maybe you're not mine
But I just don't know right now
Because...

This poem is left unfinished on purpose.

~Dedicated to Daimon~

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