I'll Remember Kody

I'll remember
The good times we shared
I'll remember all those times
We told each other how we cared

I'll remember your smile
& the sound of your voice
& the day you decided to play with A gun and made that choice

But little did you know the gun was
Actually still loaded
& when I heard you killed yourself
My heart exploded

It was like
I was living the worst dream ever
Atleast a dream I thougth
Would come true never

Why did the gun have to have
That last bullet for you
But I guess God has a plan
For everything we do

I guess God
Wanted that last bullet for you
But I wish God could
Just help me get through

I Miss you so much Kody
But knowing your in heaven makes Me glad
But being without you makes me So sad

I'll remeber you always
No matter what I do
And I'll always remember how I loved you for just being you

- To my Friend Kody who passed away on April 14, 2004 -