I am an confused wreck of randomness,
I am of no importance, a complicated mess.
If you tell me you see beyond that, you must be a liar,
Don't tell me that what you see is what you desire.
I have experienced people having crushes on me,
They say they like me the way I want to be.
But then weeks passes, and the love disappears,
And leads to my despair and childish tears.
I've build a brick wall around my fragile heart,
I'm afraid you will find it and tear it apart.
It's duck-taped together, and the pieces don't fit,
Your must be and idiot if you really want it.
I'd be lying if I said love was something I didn't need,
But I know if I dare, my heart will again start to bleed.
I know myself enough to know I'm better on my own,
Crushes disappear, and I'm better off alone.
