The Canvas of the Mind

I live in a state of semi consciousness,
Unaffected by all thats around me,
The drama, the politics, the games people play,
everything that surrounds me,
switching from reality, to the beautiful land of dreams,
I at times want to dissolve all the crap,
Shut people away with my strongest screams,
My mind is like a canvas,
I paint it with my thoughts,
trying to make it as beautiful as it could get,
so that all the bitterness around me, i can forget,
comfort myself with my innermost feelings,
painting a rainbow over all thats Grey,
I am now, in my own world,
where i wish i could forever stay!

(pretty random! but explains the state of my mind then!)