My Dark Home

I can't wait to get home
go in my corner where I lay
waiting for time to pass by
so I can make everything go away

to drown in loneliness
to swim in blood
surrounded by razors
crying out a flood

hearing only my heartbeat and thoughts
fearing what I might do
just cutting myself, letting the pain go
cause I don't wanna hurt you

It's all coming back to me
how depression really feels
its all dark and lonely
this is how y heart seals

parting myself outta the world
going into my own little realm
just to be lonely, to hurt
where life cannot overwhelm