Memories

My feelings for him
grew and grew
now I don't know
what to do

he abused my trust
he left my heart
and now its torn
far apart

the little pieces
scattered everywhere
he's laughing in my face
it's just not fair

I can't explain
the love i had
for this messed up
little lad

the hugs, the kisses
all the lies
the hits, the kicks
the terrible good-byes

words of promises
crashes down
a queens tiara
a kings crown

yes, marriage
with him and me
until he abused
then i flee

I left him but
my feelings stayed
still in bed
I freakin' laid

crying my eyes out
'til night and still
I lost my trust
and my strong will

nightmares, flashbacks
those damn memories
of you and me
in those sceneries