I Still Love Him

This feeling for him
stays inside of me
it seems that I still love him
and it makes me angry

I don't want to love him
I want to forget
bout all the memories
I just wanna reset

reset my life
my personality
myself
my morality

I wanna speak to him
but then I don't
I wanna ask'em out
but then I won't

take away my memory
I don't wanna remember anymore
I'm loving him too much
my heart is turning sore

I regret saying, "yes"
cause it screwed us as friends
I don't regret meeting him
I feels as if my life ends

no more him and me
no more affection
no more us
separated in different directions

I miss him even though
I don't want to
all I wanna say to him
is, "I love you!!!"

it's confusing how I feel
I can't really tell
how I feel or what I feel
so far its been hell

I want him
so bad
I need him
I'm so sad