Damn Boy

You make my heart race.
And yet i hate it.
When you come around my heart gets warm.
And yet i wish it cold.
Your body is like heaven.
Yet I wish it whimpy and ugly.
I love the way you look so perfect.
Yet I wish you looked crappy.
I love the words that come from your lips.
Yet I wish you'd choke on them.
I know you know how i feel.
But I wish you didn't.
But you know I love the way you make me feel.
But once again I wish you didn't make me feel this way.
I loved you everyday.
Yet you hurt me more and more.
Your still everything i want.
Just not from you.
Anymore.