Being fooled

I know this poem is just a waste of time along with all the time you spent inside my mind, but this is the only way i can say how i feel inside of me. i know that you are a jerk and that it didn't work but to see you with that her it makes it even worse. when we broke up you said you were too busy for a girlfriend, friends is all you wanted to be but i guess that wasn't true you've found someone new i see. i gave you all the love inside me and i thought i had yours too. you told me you loved me a million times that you would care forever but it came to be that your words were all lies i should have been more clever. i refused to look around me and see all the terrible things you were doing to me i was on my own little world and i didn't see all the trouble you were. i couldn't have been more stupid to think that wed last but neither did i think it would end so fast. i never once took for granted that you've been hurt before i only tried to see you through i was here for you so that you wouldn't get hurt anymore but you couldn't be there for me too. it happen so quickly, how come you moved on so quick? was i not that important? i know i shouldn't care, that i deserve better but didn't you say you thought it was love, so where did it go? is this the end? is our chapter closed ? well i dont care, that cheap little h** can have you. all i can say is so sad for you, i am who i am and I'm not for you. even though, i know ill hate myself after i finish writing this poem but i know after all these words i am writing to you theres nothing else ill have to say. the whole time i was with you i know you told me nothing but lies but i just wanted you to know it was all good, I'm fine. you thought i would be crushed, you thought id want to die. but guess what sweetie, i didn't even cry, because you see while you were out playing your game i was out doing the same, now that were apart, i have two last things to say one is that you are so stupid because a player just got played and the last thing i cant wait to say is that I'm better than you in every way.

i hope you understand what I'm trying to say and i hope that now you feel just a little better to know that i hated the love that was inside of me. well ill let you go now with some simple words wish you good luck with your low life girlfriend and with you i would have wanted to share my entire life but now Ive see that it would of been a mistake that i would of stayed with you.