Unwanted Love Song (song)

--These are real events that happened in my life--

All these nights, I'm writing, I'm fighting,
Amd I present it the next day, you say,
I honestly dont like this song. It's gay.
That makes me feel bad, I dont like that.
Failure now is the point I am at.
I dont know if I'll ever wake up from this nightmare.
I wish someone I could love would care.
Cause livin in the world, livin solo,
Surviving I can do. Alone? I dont know.
All I know is I need to go, and find myself,
Ask D-12 for any if at all a little help.
Let me see if they see what I see.
Nope. They just went on past me.
What all do I have in this world?
I dont know. I'm thinking to hard. Mind's twirling.
Spinning outta control! Brain's swirling.
Now listen to me so you can see,
That I wanna be loved. All I wanna be.

Mind's racin' go devine,
Can't anyone here me cryin?
These nights have been so long,
Can anyone here this unwanted love song?

Next event, it only gets worse,
With every passing verse.
This problem happened while I rehearsed.
My girlfriend came to me and said the worst.
She said "Boy, I am not you're play toy."
I dont love you anymore so you can go away.
Cause I aint leavin dustin. I'm here to stay.
I thought, "No! It can't end this way!"
I look right into here eyes, thinkin of what to say.
I stand there staring in her eyes,
And pray to god what she said was lies.
You ask what chaos does? He goes depressed,
And doesn't care if people are impresseed.
Every passing day, I remember those days,
And write songs why I lay. One thing left I needa say.
My songs are the truth. They're not gay.

Mind's racin' go devine,
Can't anyone here me cryin?
These nights have been so long,
Can anyone here this unwanted love song?

So now I am a crazy punk?
Good! I dont give a f**k
Third verse, make sure it's heard and rehearsed.
Cause this one's a pain, it's my sadness main.
In life, All I asked was for love,
Cause that I dont get enough of.
Cut my life into pieces, watch my heart as it ceases.
I am 13, I am white, I'm 5'9,
And my life just aint in line.
I dont understand what I do wrong.
Is that the reason behind writing this song?
I think this started at my end,
The first time I lost my ex-girlfriend.
Well guess what? There's still one more verse,
And I pray you will re-in vert.
So I would not need to rehearse,
And I am again able to freeverse.

Mind's racin' go devine,
Can't anyone here me cryin?
These nights have been so long,
Can anyone here this unwanted love song?

Will someone actualy love me?
Can we last for all eternity?
There's only one girl I can see,
But Thats just my thought. I'll let her be,
Whatever any anything she wants to be.
But hey, remember when I said I would perish,
To keep you safe? You know I will always cherish.
"Hi!" That was Faith saying hi to you!
But know I said what I wanna say, now what to do?
I know. Listen To With you by Chris brown,
Cause that always reminds me of you when I'm down.
I am just wasting my time. Girl, stay with him.
I'll let my light slowly let go and dim,
Out of this bright lighted earth alone,
All I ask is that you call me on my phone.
Some lyrics you and him eesay are this way.
"I love you baby, I think we'll be together forever,
And never split up. Not once, not ever."
Good for you. Now listen to this tune.

Mind's racin' go devine,
Can't anyone here me cryin?
These nights have been so long,
Can anyone here this unwanted love song?

I'll stay friends but remember our deal,
What would happen if you two broke your seals.
I'll be here just writing more rap, Makin up some crap,
Thats the only way My mind stop doin laps.
Is that why I feel so lonely? Cause I'm an only?
No. I know I got brotha's. Me and my homie.
This light. Will it show me, what I need to do to be,
The best I can be. But for now, I guess his is me.
Let me guess. You think I am flat out pitiful.
I need to move you're cities full.
I need to just let go of everything, of everything overall,
Cause it's dragging me down. It's to much. About to fall.
To late! Already fell in the ground face down,
I feel beatin, battered and rubbed in the brown,
Dark damp f**king dirt. Oh my god how it hurt.
Feel like my face was grounded in the dirt to punish,
But really I need to leave and refurbish,
All my rhymes and get my life straight in line.

Mind's racin' go devine,
Can't anyone here me cryin?
These nights have been so long,
Can anyone here this unwanted love song?

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