My Addiction

I have an addiction that I

can't break free from.

I don't want it around but I

don't want to let it go.

This addiction has its ups

and downs But which ever way it goes its

not good.

When I taste you, your

bitter yet sweet. When I have you inside me,

you warm me up when I feel cold. When I feel

you inside, you make me laugh and feel accepted.

When I'm angry and I feel you I get more

upset and feel neglected.

You make me see life in a

better way with no fears or worries. My action

are uncontrollable and I have no regrets. You make

me bold, abrasive, and dangerous.

When your inside me I feel

many sensation which are odd or weird but

feel all too good. I get loud and obnoxious not

caring about nothing or no one. I can feel you killing

my inside but I don't feel like stopping because I'm

having too much fun.

When I feel you leaving me

I get scared and worried and would do

anything to have you. I'd rob and steal just to be with

you. I would hurt anyone who would try to take

you away from me. Your the only thing I care and

love for and no one gonna stand in my way.

You may hurt me at times,

having me spinning all over the place. Throwing

up and having unbearable pain all over my

body. My stomach upset and unsettled, not

eating for days. I don't worry because once I have

you back you make me feel a whole lot better.

Everyone says stop messing with you because

you Will have me dead by mourning. They don't

know how you make me feel. I feel welcomed,

warm, loved, and fearless. Why would I give that

up. They do nothing but criticize and hurt me,

forget them I'm sticking with you.

You might end up having me dead in my sleep.

At least I know you were always there and cared

for me. The only thing I would miss is you and no one

else. We have a special bond that no one can break.

Thank you for coming into my life.

Alcoholism is a very dangerous thing. If we

don't see the warning signs are mothers, fathers,

sisters, and brothers or best friends would be like

him. There won't be no turning back. We got to

put a stop to this before it's too late.

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