I Hurt Me

When sadness has come over me,
The razer becomes my friend.
I feel that i am nobody,
My smile is just pretend.
I wonder why I'm hear?
And why i push you away,
I don't want to get hurt again,
and pretend that I'm OK.
I'm getting more depressed.
My heart is breaking in two,
You've been gone for so long,
I truly need you
At night before i go to bed,
I cut my Pain away.
Then i cry myself to sleep,
And start a whole new day.