What to do?

Ive been thinking about you all day
If I tell you how I feel, please dont turn away
I care so much for you,
I really do
but if you dont care as well..
then how is this fair?
Is this lyk, love, or lust?
Is this suffication or seduction?
Im going out of my mind
and your love is all I want to find
Why do I want more than this lame hug?
yet I hold my breath ever time we touch?
and I know for a long time I was to blind to see
that he was only playing me
All along I was either mad
or he made me sad
and you were always there
to be my teddy bear
through it all,
you were the one to catch me, when I began to fall...