Apologizing

If you'd read between the lines,
you'd know I'm hurting too.
it hurts me just as bad as it does you.

I'm so sorry for breaking your heart,
i never wanted us to be apart.

i loved you so much, you took away me breath.
this pain couldn't be ended by the most painful death.

meant to be was the definition of you and me,
you loved me so much, why didn't i see?

well now its too late, I've made my mistake,
if this is a nightmare,
why can't i awake?