If I Could Turn Back Time

And so my dream comes to an end.
It�s weird how things change.
I never wanted a child,
And now it's ALL I think about!!!!
But I wasn't ready all those months ago.
She would've been 3 months old now.
My, how time flies.
Why can I not let this go?
Why do I hold onto this pain?
Because I want her back -
If not her, another to replace her,
But it can never be
And so I hold onto this pain,
Thinking of what could've been,
And wishing I could turn back
The hands of time.
I wish things had happened differently.
I wish I could have my child
Safely wrapped in my arms
As I lay my head down
This final time...

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