As I Pierce My Flesh
I watch my life run down my arm
the pain wont cease
but i laugh with joy
its over
i feel dizzy
surely i will fall
i do
im on the floor
watching...watching my blood
here comes my mother
she screams
my last love of life
is seeing this
she weeps but i dont care
she is the reason for my death
sometimes i wish
my reason for being was stronger
he lit me up enough for a time
overwhelming darkness within my family
now i lay here dying
wishing only he heard my screams.
