We were once two different people, who came from two different school. We met one day in the hallways, and started talking online. Became friends, and got together with each other. We had finally become one, our love for each other had joined us together. You were that one person i put my trust into, told you everything in my life, gave you what you wanted, tried to make you happy. But there's never a right time to say goodbye, but you said it. You made that foolish mistake to let me free, let me go out of your life. You fell in love with another girl. Placed her before me and told me to help you get her back when things got screwed up because of me; at that moment those words stabbed me in the heart like a knife. Never will i forget those moments i spent with you during the time we've been together, but that moment when you said that to me, killed me inside. I thought to myself, if i love something this much, i gotta let it go, if it comes back then I'll know. Now that you know who's been truly there for you, every step of the way, every moment in time, always been there to forgive those things you've done. When you now tell me you love me. How come i can't believe one second that you do. Is it because you've hurt me way too much or is it because the feelings of loving you have slowly faded away. Every time i see your face, puts a smile on my face, always pictured us together, and i can still picture you telling me you love me, but why am i so confused, not knowing why those feelings i have for you. Do you mean more than a friend to me, or have i just let go of wanting to be with you. Not believing anything you tell me of loving me again. Is it because there's no trust that i have in you. Is it because I'm tired of running in circles for you, that one guy I've always cherished and loved for his mistakes and how much he's hurt me. i sit here typing this note, wondering what my heart is really telling me. Is it that i don't really love you. Before i couldn't see myself without you, but i guess time has passed by and things have changed. Is this real love.. or do i just need to give us some time..
