Do you ever feel like you've changed literally to another person.
That you don't know who you are anymore.
Like you've changed to something your really not.
A fake person in disguise as someone they really aren't.
You look in the mirror and finally realize your nothing but fake.
You weren't the same person you were before.
No one and nothing else has changed but you.
You look back and what you had before. And you regret changing into someone you really aren't. You realize that what you had meant so much more than what you have now. But you know that has passed and you can not have what you had before. The one person you loved most, has finally left you for someone better. Your fighting with your best friend and your closest friend you've ever had in life. With other people thinking you've changed into someone you really aren't. I just sit here crying.. and think to myself, what have i turned into... what happened to the old me.. where did she go.
You are told that everything will be fine, but all you know is that everything you had has been lost.. you'll never get it back even if you really want it badly. My time has come and has gone. I ruined my own happiness not because of someone, but because of myself. Your at the point where your sitting here crying, not knowing what you can do to go back to the person you used to be. You've been told that mistakes happen in life, and you learn from them. But all I'm thinking about is why.. why did i have to screw up everything by being someone i wasn't. Someone everyone didn't fall in love with, or liked to be around. Why was i so stupid to change because right now i regret it so much.
