Pain inside (song)

All day long I hear complaning.
Every day it gets more complicating.
Hour by hour, I grow weak,
Feel like my rap just goes bleak.
I try to survive and live and sneak,
Around publicity and keep my streak.
Now I am to exgausted to even take a breath,
Feelin like I have suffered worse than my death.
I guess this is what rapper deal with everyday,
No wonder why they say what they say.
I ain't whinnin I'm explainin what its like,
To be white rappin with a mike.
When your ffriends turn they're back on you,
Just go away and put on this tune.
Crazy thing is I am feelin down now,
Minutes ago I was in and out.
I now pullin my hair out and in a shout.
Because I dont know what to do,
But let out my anger and write this for you.
You. My fans. I am deppressed. Impressed?
I would think that when you read this song,
You would think I am just flat out wrong.
Here we go, I'll give it a try,
If I dont break down and cry,

Nobody knows the pain inside
with every night that i have cried
nobody knows the way i feel
with every moment it becomes more real.

When I write songs like this, its because I
Feel like I failed and wanna cry.
But its up to you if I failed. I'll try,
Time and time again, hell I'll die trying.
To tell everyone my rhymes aren't lying.
I think thats part of the reason I broke down crying.
Now I know I am enturnaly hurt,
Permenatly grounded empty-souled in the dirt.
Nobody knows what I know,
About my life. Or where it should go.
Hell I dont even know my own life at all!
It's like here's me, and there what you call a wall.
It seperates me from reality and my mind,
And puts my mind on recalculate and rewind.
Guys if I go up in a gigantic flame,
Would I have bigger fame or would you say shame?
Because I know they're not the same,
And that this song is not no rap game.
Did I fail you guys or are my raps still good?
I wish that you think they are. They should.
I stand and I sit, but dont let me forget,
That this song cant be the last. That this cant be it.

Nobody knows the pain inside
with every night that i have cried
nobody knows the way i feel
with every moment it becomes more real.

Well, I am asking ffor feedback to this song,
To let me know if I'm doing anything wrong.
If not thats a good thing, that means I'm still king.
But listen up and re-read this song. Listen and sing,
The lyrics to Pain inside, And give me a little ring.
Now I wish I could go from depressive,
To really really impressive.
But I dont think that will happen if I made a mistake,
And yall took it like a wrong intake.
So back to ask sin for my past,
To ask forgiveness to my fans so I'll last.
remember when I said, mess with me, kiss my ass?
Forgive me for that. I was in a sugar rush.
So many things I wanna apologize for,
And besides what I've already written, there's more.
I ask you one more time, am I a wanna be,
Or do you think I'm original? That I'm me?
I know a few of my lines are shady's,
And others are considered maybe's,
But forgive me, I grant you,
A great new song. Maybe two.

Nobody knows the pain inside
with every night that i have cried
nobody knows the way i feel
with every moment it becomes more real.

Pain Inside copyright
Original copy (c) Dustin (Chaos)