It all started on the beachside holding eachother close.
Sunsetting ,sweet tea ,and sand covering our toes
But he then turned to me with eyes swelled with tears.
You kissed my cheek lightly and hold up your glass whispering "cheers."
you hug me like its your last hug.
I ask why youre leaving a tears falls and you shrug.
you stand up as do i.
you draw me close and whisper i need to die.
i want you to stay here
i want you to stay near.
your grasp on me slowly looses its feel.
then you pull away and say me and the devil made a deal.
you wipe your tears away and hold me in place
you turn me around and tie on my ponytail blake lace.
your figure begins to fade and etars begin to fall.
you hug me and kiss me softly barely felt like grazing a wall.
Zac.... please my voice is cracking my eyes are raw.
you come to me and say iloveyou bbydoll.
my zachary was my everything. he had cancer and he couldnt stand the thought of dying even when he felt amazing. he was my boyfriend. i know i couldve stopped him. he called me that day and was talking to me like nothing was wrong he just kept saying iloveyou bby and things like no matter what happens none of it is your fault. but some after i returned from dinner with my family his mother called me and told me.
