Waiting for you to come back?.

Waiting for you to come back.
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He told me
"Lets just stay idle;
No more contacts
Till we meet again!"

I did go silent
With throat dried up
And tears to the top

Knowing his confines
I can't stop him
I can't fail him
But I can't loose him too!

His words continued
"I am sorry to hurt you;
I'll pay for each of your tears
For each of that sighs"
I can't promise to be back
So please don't wait for me.
Forgive me."
I had to be so brave
To hold those tears right there
To smile even at the worst

No one will let the love go like this
But I had to.
I had to set him free.
Even though I wait for him every moment
Every night I dream of him
Every breath I feel his warmth

I had two choices
Cry and remain unhappy all my life
And fail both of us.
The other is to be blissful
And to make him feel proud of his love
Letting him to win always.

I let you free, my love..
But I'll wait
Till I close my eyes for the last time
Till my breath stops forever
Even if you return at that time
You will find a smile on my face
A smile, which will tell you,
"I love you."