And I just take it once more

Why has the world turned on me I didn't do anything wrong that occurs to me

sure I'm a screw up but I don't have to be reminded of it everyday
I know exactly what y'all are thinking i can see it on your face

Do you all just want me to leave? You know I can arrange that in a heartbeat!

I got plenty of time alone....suicide in my own home.
Is that really what it comes to? Me feeling unwanted and so confused.

There's this rope and it 8 feet off the ground. I'm not gonna use it but I will if these people keep putting me down.

I'm not this kinda girl. What has happened to me. I do what I should but they just keep stepping all over me.

crimson stains are painted on my heart. and all thats left is ripping itself apart.

it cant help itself. people constantly beating me down. I guess I'm used to it now I'm surprised my heart isn't made of stone

I feel every word of hate y'all say to me. I take it to this wholly thing inside of my body.

Its falling harder every word it takes in....so really all I can say is bring it on. Ill prove I'm strong.

But as I express what I feel to this world i realize it just ignores me. I'm just another negligent girl.

I feel as though you want me gone already. I'll get my bags packed ill keep this plan steady.

I don't know what I really want I just know why be somewhere where your not wanted???

give this girl a break. its a deal of give and take. stop yelling at me when I'm just sitting here.
I'm minding my business and you just leave me with falling tears.

You all always ask why I'm so emotional but what your missing out on is that you are the reasons. Open up and actually look what you do to me and why I have the reason to make the decisions I do.

Don't feel sorry though. its y'alls fault which you should already know, no turning back. I'm left to rot. with all these deadly thoughts.

why did this have to happen to me? I just want to be loved and for once forever happy!

Ive made up my mind
ill leave and leave these memories behind
no stopping me now I'm really gone this time!!