I can't remember much but,
the smallest portion still stays within me...
I am locked into this CELL- not sure how. All I knew
was that I had to get out of there. It was pure DARKNESS in there (hatred and despair.)
A miracle it was to even be able to escape the CELL-
my first obstacle... my first line of bricks. I knew that
with my identity I could not leave this area: the
SECURITY will see me and stop me from going further.
On my way out I found a closet with janitor clothing
and a wig that I put on my head.
I walked down to the second floor and I was stopped
by a SECURITY. He greeted me and I paused a
moment and replied back to him as I left the building.
I continued my journey out of this DARKNESS- Trying
to find the LIGHT. I saw my uncle and I was glad to have seen him but, he told me that I should have not left the CELL (the DARKNESS) because now they
would be looking for me. I knew that I could never
be able to return there into the DARKNESS. I began walking farther and farther away from the CELL house
more and more quickly until I could barely see it.
Someone was close to me but I could not make out who
it was. The area was DARK. I was grabbed by the hand
as I was soon being pulled quickly into the wood. Things
seemed peaceful for a pair of minutes until WE heard
gunshots. I began running from tree to tree. After
awhile I heard no more gunshots (by that time I had no
idea where I was.) Had I not stopped I would never realize that the entire wood was in SHADOWS- there
was no opening throughout the trees: no true LIGHT. Again
I realized that I was alone...
I walked slowly farther in hope to find my way out of
the DARK wood and I began to think- in the DARKNESS
there were many who stood by me but here in the
wood, I was alone. I was only in the LIGHT for a
moment until I was caught up into the wood. I wanted to find that LIGHT again. I began to run so hard in search of the LIGHT- but I could not find it. Tears
flooded my eyes while I dropped to my knees as I
prayed to God asking Him to clean me of my sins for
He brought me out of the DARKNESS into the LIGHT
but, I fled into the wood when I was scared and was lost again in the DARKNESS. Something was beginning
to happen around me but I was to scared to look up. I heard God's voice: Get up and go! I looked up and saw that the trees opened as I saw a bright LIGHT up ahead.
It was then that I met up with JESUS.