It starts at a look,
our eyes first meet,
theres laughter and warning.
Your face moves closer,
with a blink of an eye,
our mouths are intertwined.
A sudden noise,
a closeness I can't get back,
a lie to start, yet an affair to be had.
You tell her shes done.
I feel worse, as if I'm the one.
You hold me close and we are back at the start.
Electric from that last drink,
you are now laying with me.
I ask who we are,
you say "baby, your mine."
Fluent in friendship,
I feel lost in this new love.
We start off awkward,
yet spark into something true.
Our days are now filled with guns,
were fighting those who disagree.
Our love can conquer their words.
Slowly we are drifting apart,
you loose all effort,
while I drown in your arms.
You suffocate me with your smell,
I feel as though I fell.
You pick me up with each kiss.
This is a hit and miss.
Then it comes, the end.
That one phone call,
to end it all.
I feel as though I've hit the ground,
I feel your foot upon my heart,
stomped and crushed.
I hang up the phone, just so I can show my true feelings.
You come to my house,
just like a quite mouse.
No words are said.
I tell you to ignore the tears,
ignore the pain you've caused.
I slowly start to see your flaws,
like the times you didn't call,
or when she seemed to be all ,
you talked about.
You say you care,
you want me there.
But not in the same way,
That you want me to stay.
You want me for you games,
to entertain you,
honey, I can't be that.
You lean in as if to kiss me,
you tell me you miss me.
Our lips touch,
sparks are flying.
A flame is embellished by a tear,
from my eye,
you had lied.
I don't know what to believe,
I feel as if this roller coaster is about to fail.
I sit here waiting for your call,
am I going to fall--
once again,
we start at the beginning of the end.
