I Miss My Mom

Mom I'm sorry for everything that I have done.
I have hurt you,
Yelled at you,
Been rude to you,
It's killing me inside to know that the one and only person that has ever stuck around in my life I hurt. I wish that I could go back and change everything. I wish I could make it so that me and you never turned into what we are today we were always so close and now we barley say a sentence to each other a day and it kills me inside to know that I can't call you my best friend anymore.

We have grown so far apart from each other these last couple of years and it hurts. As each day goes by it just keeps getting worse. Each day I feel like another piece of me is just disappearing. We have changed so much I just want to be able to go back so that we didn't change.

I want my relationship with my Mom back. We are no longer Mother&Daughter more like enemies. You were always there to teach me how to make friends and not enemies. Never knowing what was being held in the future for us. I never in a million years could picture us being enemies. I'm so sorry for that but I'm just sick of saying that I hate you and I don't want to live here anymore because, I really do love you and I really can't picture living any were else.

Mommy,
Please forgive me,
Please let me hear you say you love me,
Please help me get our relationship back,
Please Mom love me the way that you use to,
Please mom let me your Becca*boo again,

I Miss hearing you say you love me,
I Miss you coming in my room at night turning the radio on..getting us up and cleaning the house
I Miss you coming in my room to wake me up by sitting down next to em and rubbing my head
I Miss my Mom
I Miss the old you

To My Mom
Tracey
Love Always Becca boo