How do you explain a day you want to leave behind
A day you just want to hind
A day that was fun and ever lasting but you can't stand the fighting and the feeling of untrusting lies that weight you down with no fine
What do you do with a day like that
What do you do to tell what really happened
what do you say about something you just don't want to deal with any more
Do you leave them behind
Hiding all the truths and the feelings you really feel
or do you go on facing them head on without turning anything down
What should be done?
What is there really to do?
And honestly why do I bother?
Why do I bother with this?
With something I can't really handle
I can't handle myself and I can't receive help
I need to do it on my own if at all
What is to be done
What is there to do
with the feeling and this fighting that I'm just holding within myself
