Forbiden Love Is Forbiden For A Reason

We all dream.
We all share this world.
We all see it in a different way.
We all have a different life.
My life is a unpleasant mess.
One moment down in the darkest hole.
That day gone, the next smile is there.
But all a while, my soul is bleeding.
My eyes are asking for your acceptance.
And my heart is crying for me to hold my face up.

Hold me in your embrace darling.
Be the one who keeps me warm at night.
Take away the lies, the harm, the pain.
Wipe the tears that never seem to dry over the years.
Where shall I find someone.
Its not a want but a must and a need.
Ghost words and lies are true and shall fade.
Make me not turn to the blade.

Read my eyes. Can't you see I'm not OK?
Not like you care anyway.
I'm like a book full of hidden secrets.
Pages stained with blood & tears. Lies my darkest fears.
Written in the loneliest place,
with the words of ghosts roaming.
Stopping this bleeding is a impossibility
But it is a must, a need.
I don't know why I have a pain in my chest.
But I know I still love you.
I can see it in your smile, I feel that special feeling.
But followed by a sad feeling, for a while.
We could be forever? or was it never?

I'm sorry for you but theres no escape, you open that door & you can't go back I'm afraid.
It's not fair on me you know,
Cause I can't let you go. I love you. & It hurts me so.

But if I tell you.....you will hurt too.
And I can't do that. I love you.
Baby its not fair, I'm hurting myself, others & soon you.
Why can't my love for you disappear?
Maybe I need time...