Her Beautful Impact

What time is it now my love?
I haven't the slightest clue
I stay this night and every night
With bitter sweet thoughts of you

Sure my eyes are heavy
And my brain may be unstable
But I love you my dear
And obsession's just a label

I can't quite contain myself
Tears fill my defeated eyes
I refuse to let them fall
No one will hear my cries

It's only been ten months
I'll learn to let it go
My brain will win this battle
My heart will sink below

It's all a lie I tell you
And yes I know the fact
That I'll never be okay
Not until I have you back

Don't act surprised
You know it's just an act
You've cratered my heart with love
With such a beautiful impact