Letting go

I realize that u have moved on that u dont want me anymore but my mind is telling me to let go and my heart is telling me to hang on maybe you'll change but we all know that isnt gonna happen. i wish u could love me like u love her. i wish i could take back the words i said before. i cant get back with u knowing that u dont love me and i know that if i get back with you that i will only be living a lie but i need you. i cant fall asleep at night, i cant think straight. you can tell me over and over until you are blue in the face that as soon as u turn 18 u will break up with her and be with me. but we all know thats not gonna happen to because for one that is called using and for two u could fall in love. so even though it kills me and im pretty much dead inside i gotta let u go so i can live my life but i will never love another man as much as i love u because love can either make u or break u. and for my entire life it has done nothing but break me i wish u were here next to me. but i guess that will never be. but just remember that there is not another gurl like me.

i fell and i fell hard must be u didnt srry for that

bye