Fueling My Addiction

Play with my heart like it is on a string.
Hold it close than let it go
Oh that is the way to hurt me baby.

You say you love me and I believe.
I give you my heart than you can not love me the same back
Oh that is the way to play me baby.

Why do I always fall for you when I hear your voice?
I do this to myself
Oh now I am telling myself lies baby.

You love me and do not hate me.
Well so I hope, I can not let this go
Oh that is the way to trap myself again baby.

You feed my addiction and make me feel loved.
But last night you left me last night without telling me you love me
Oh that is the way to confuse me baby.

I know I can not have your whole heart.
She is always in the back of my head
Oh but why can I not let you go of you baby.

Hold me close, I do not care.
You are only mine when we are alone
Oh that is my way to tell myself it is fine baby.

Hold my breath.
I hope you are thinking of me
Oh how your love is getting addicting baby.

Tears fall down my face tonight.
I always put myself in this position
Oh why do I always put myself in a place I will get hurt baby.

Talk to you and wipe away my tears.
Only you make it better
Oh only your love can fix me baby.

I am fueling my deep addiction.
Only you can give me my next high.
Oh I should not want this love baby…

But now I need it.
5/31/2008

You're Fueling My Addiction,
Ebony Dawn