Am i the other girl?

You said you'd call,
you never showed
come on baby i need to know

am i wasting my time
on someone like you
or will you love me forever like i love you?

you watch as i slowly cut,
you don't bother to say not a word
you sit back and laugh while i ruin my life
don't you see what you've done to me

i use to be so good and innocent
and now I'm me, all thanks to you

finally figured myself out and now i have no clue
do you know, i hope you do

why can't you be the guy i come running up to crying to, in the middle of the night, that will rock and cradle me till i stop?

it use to feel so right with you
now its all screwed up,
now I'm just wondering
am i "the other girl"????