Undefined

The way i feel right now
its so indescribable
undeniable
but then again
its unreliable
because when i come down
off of this unbelievable high
I'm left with reality
and the question WHY?
why do i have come back
when the sky is the limit
in my fantasy world
filled with such beauty
that shines like pearls
left in this world
to wallow in vain
i turn to a knife
to ease my pain
as the blood pours
i feel less burdened
and don't care any more
I'm just lost
waiting for something to live for