It's times like these where she starts thinking. why is she not good enough? she pretends not to let anything get to her all day but the moment she shuts the door to her bedroom she just breaks down and cries. you'd never guess she felt this way - she's just really good at lying. she fakes the best smile she can every single day and pretends to be the happiest girl on the face of the earth, and he knows exactly how she feels - but he just doesn't care. he doesn't realize that he's the one person who can either make her day or break it in half. she's tried to get over him too many times and none of them have worked. he has a long list of imperfections that she can easily number up to ten - but she doesn't care about any of it. he'll never say anything because she's not the perfect girl she tries so hard to be. when he looks at her, he sees the same person everyone else does. when she looks in the mirror, she sees someone ten times worse. she shouldn't be working so hard for one person, but on the inside she knows she'll never escape. face it kid - she loves you.
