Skies Always Seem Grey

Now the skies always seem gray
I don't know what to say
You don't say much of any thing
But every word I seem to cling
Wishing it would have stayed the same
I feel like I'm the one to blame
I feel so much shame
And now it's so incredible
How much I feel invisible
I ask the question why every night
I feel as if I'm drifting out of sight
The comfort I felt has turned cold
The memories I still try to hold
To keep me going for the next day
So I don't fade away
I want to feel the sun
Like when we use to have fun