Just Let Alone Be Me

My Time Now Seems Numbered
A Bomb About To Blow
As I Look Over The Edge
To See The Ground Below

The Wind Teases Of A Shove
Taunting Me To Jump
As It Howls Through The Air
I Swallow A Nervous Lump

Clearing My Psychotic Mind
Making Me Feel Alone
I Wiggle My Toes In Fear
As I Jump Into The Unknown

Slicing The Air Like A Knife
Heart Skipping More Then One Beat
Ears Popping With The Change
Not Daring To Look Past My Feet

Images Thrust Through My Mind
Of Those I Had Once Loved
Tears Fill My Blood Shot Eyes
As I Stare At The Stars Above

God What Happened In My Life
Nothing Ever Went Right
My Snow Fell In The Summer
As The Sun Shown In The Night

The Grass Browned In The Rain
While The Clock Went In Rewind
The Days Turned To Years
As My Broken Heart Was Blind

Falling Now In Complete Silence
After My Desperate Prayer
A Since Of Calm Took Over
As I Fell Through The Air

Alone Was Where I Was Destined
To Cross This Earth As Lonely
I Took My Life This Very Night
So Just Let Alone Be Me