I cant love you and I cant hate you.
I'm just so confused I dunno what to do.
I wanna stay with you for all of life,
Some day hope that your my wife.
But I cant get you back, cause your over it,
And now it's leavin me feal like shit.
On the other hand, I can't hate you,
Because it's something I refuse to do.
I dont love, I dont hate, I'm in between the two.
Hopefully I can make up my mind,
And stop livin like the juvinile kind.
I just want to put life on rewind,
And make it me and you un devine.
No amount of music will cure this,
Because in the long run, your who I miss.
Even as a genious rapper, things happen,
And sometimes thats what they end up rappin.
If I was granted one wish,
I know it would be not to hate or miss.
It would be m and you, we last,
Cause I liked it like that. Like the past.
My past is one I'll never erase,
Cause back then, I loved my place,
On this earth, I loved lettin you make my mind race.
It was my love with you never had a trace,
Of where we were or where we went,
But yet everyone knew our love message we sent.
No matter what anyone said,
We held up high our heads.
Wanted to get married when we grew,
I would propose and you'd say "I do".
But it's all over now, cause we split,
The last thing you said that day was forget it.
You told me we were done. Over. Movin on.
But look now. You got me writin this song.
Every now and then I ask,
"Will you ever take me back again?
You say, "Yes" every now and then.
If I was granted one wish,
I know it would be not to hate or miss.
It would be m and you, we last,
Cause I liked it like that. Like the past.
Now I want you but I dont,
I love you but hate I wont.
I am confused in my life,
Because at first I thought you were my wife.
Now I am rapping just to cover,
The fact you were my true lover.
It is now June, the end of school,
And yet you still think I'm a fool.
To me I think ain't to cool.
If I could go back I would,
But know that wont happen. Wish it could.
You dont understand that if I had to pick,
i would choose you over hollywood, no trick.
Every thing I said, every single line,
Was lettin you know, I want you to be mine.
But if you want me to go out, you think it's fine,
Wantcha to know, I loved you, and think about this rhyme.
I'll say it. I loe you. I said it one more time.
If I was granted one wish,
I know it would be not to hate or miss.
It would be m and you, we last,
Cause I liked it like that. Like the past.
